Vasovagal Syncope ... lol and stress

**Just as a forewarning, this blog entry contains no real useful information on vasovagal syncope, and so if you have that condition and/or want to know more about it, search elsewhere...Sorry!**

To be honest, this happened a little while ago, but I just remembered it, so why not write about it? I have nothing else to do. I don't want to do my homework.


A few months ago, when I woke up in the morning, I passed out, and then my parents freaked out and they called 911, and it was really weird, and they came, and they took my vitals or something and I had extremely low blood pressure or something, so yeah...

The funny thing is, I felt so horrible while it happened. I felt like I needed to throw up or something, but this was only in my stomach--my head was fine (no headaches etc). Seriously, at the moment, all I wanted for it to do was end. I was struggling to stay up ( not realizing that the best thing for me to do was lie down) and that just made it worse, but man, at the moment that whatever happened happened, all I wanted it to do was just end; it felt that bad.

Another funny thing is that I wish it would happen again, so then I could not tell my parents and just collapse and hit something on the way down so I'd get injured. I don't know why I have such a want for me to get hurt; I just do. Funnily enough, when I was littler, I sometimes wished I would faint or something? That wish is tarnished and stained with age, so it's hard to read now.

lol

I need to draw that sign of a man drowning and post it here :P

So yeah, this is the song playing now; I'll just leave that for you to listen to and enjoy, and I'll just go off and stress myself out over things that are my fault anyways. See ya!





I love Elizabeth Gillies; and Ariana Grande's singing voices,
The Onion Cat